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Love Much Mine Chapter 10 [R]  

Title: Love Much Mine ♥
Chapter: 10
Author: wedspawn
Pairing: Yunho and Jaejoong
Chapter Rating: R
Overall Rating: NC-17

Taking off until Monday. No updates until then. California Time.

Summary: A pair of lovers, their brothers in all but blood, love, confusion and hope. Probably some dancing. Definitely some smex. Not necessarily in that order.

Previous: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9


At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. Plato

“Not here,” Yunho whispered, raising his voice to be heard. There were too many people, too many eyes and voices. He felt himself shudder and close up, tightening himself into an armoured ball. “Not here, Joongie.”

There was a pleas in his voice Jaejoong could not ignore. A private person, Yunho’s daring was personal and intimate and Jae could respect that for his lover. Sliding away, Jae eased off the pressure he’d placed on Yunho’s entrance and nodded, brushing a gentle kiss on the other man’s mouth.

He’d barely touched Yunho but the man’s sex strained with the touch. Inured to alcohol, they both were relatively sober, the edge of their stoicism taken off with the few drinks they’d consumed back in the restaurant. Loose boned and feeling free, Jaejoong laughed when Yunho grabbed at his hand and pulled a tissue out from his pocket to wipe at Jae’s fingers.

“I didn’t touch you that deeply,” Jae said in Korean.

“I…” Shame flooded Yunho’s mind, pinking his face brightly. His eyes skirted to one side and then another, searching the darkness for prying glances but no one around them was paying them any attention, the couples…and in one case, a threesome… enraptured in their own worlds.

“Live with me for once, Yunnie-ah,” Jaejoong said, leading the other man out. “Tonight, let’s pretend that we aren’t anyone with burdens or responsibilities. That we’re two young men who have found one another to love.”

“I don’t want to go back home,” Yunho said, shifting away from the crowd with a dip of his shoulder. The burn of sake in his belly was gone and the bracing chill of night air on his face shocked him into sensible thoughts. “Let’s find some place…”

“Come, I know what to look for,” The other man replied.

The street outside of the Liquid Room was cramped. Throngs of people milled under the area’s banners and overhangs, a cloud of cigarette smoke lingering overhead. Behind them, the club’s music crept out past closed doors, spilling noise into the street. Nearby, a young woman in a green plaid skirt and tied off white shirt danced alone, her black hair pulled up into two pony tails on either side of her head. Jaejoong caught the stealthy glance Yunho gave her, his gaze drawn to her naked long tanned legs. Keeping his shirt closed with his hand, Yunho looked up, catching Jae’s curious glance. He shrugged, a half-apology for being caught looking.

A quick question to a waiting cab driver earned them information, the answer easily secured with a few crumpled yen. Following a hastily drawn map on the back of a receipt, they found the love hotel’s entrance, a discreet door with a placard of rates next to it. Falling into a fit of giggles, they slipped into the lobby, a short carpeted foyer that smelled of apples and flowers. The older man behind the counter bowed once and then took Jaejoong’s credit card.

“Here,” Yunho said, reaching for his wallet. “I’ll pay.”

“Not tonight, Yunnie-ah,” Jaejoong pressed his hand over Yunho’s. “Tonight, it should be me.”

The room was a pleasant surprise. A frothy white comforter covered the king-sized dominating the small room. The walls were a light honey wood panels offset with peachy-cream paint and two small lamps provided a soft light, lengthening the shadows along the smooth white ceiling. Sprays of orchids were arranged in a rectangular glass vase on a small round table and Yunho touched a white Phalaenopsis, amazed to find it was real.

“I think…” Yunho stood at the end of the bed, watching his lover take off his jacket. “I think I’m too sober for this.”

Spotting the small bar fridge tucked next to the bed, Yunho opened the door and pulled two mini-bottles of cheap whiskey. Cracking the plastic ring, he was about to tip the end up and fill his mouth when he spotted Jaejoong standing next to the bed, studying him with a resigned look on his face.

“What?” He said. A few drops of alcohol dribbled onto his tongue and he gagged at the raw taste, choking on the fumes. Making a face, Yunho took a quick breath and downed the bottle, swallowing the double-shot with distaste. “Meh, that’s horrible.”

“You…” Jaejoong picked up his jacket, clenching it with his fist. “You have to get drunk before you can… God, I’m an idiot.”

Shaking his head, Jaejoong fished the key out of his pants pocket, tossing it onto the table. Yunho crossed the room in two strides, grabbing his lover’s shoulder and turning him around. Facing the taller man, Jae blinked and looked away, an uncomfortable heat pushing up from his belly.

“It’s not like that,” Yunho leaned in. He slid his hand down Jae’s shoulder, gripping his upper arm tightly. “I don’t have to get drunk to touch you.”

“No, but you have to get drunk so I can touch you,” He shot back, canting his chin up to stare into his lover’s face.

Familiar anger simmered then flowed from the centre of Jae’s arousal. It hurt to see the empty whiskey bottle on the bed and stung more if he looked at the unopened one in Yunho’s hand. The stink of cheap alcohol burned his nose and the smell of it on his lover’s breath roiled the calm in his brain. Hissing, the singer jerked away, pulling himself free. Reaching for him, Yunho stopped cold when the young man snarled at him, baring his teeth.

“Don’t touch me,” Jaejoong spat. “God, how fucking stupid can I get sometimes?”

“Joongie-ah…”

“Don’t Joongie-ah me, Yunho.” He paced away, circling the bed.

“You promised to be patient.” Yunho reminded him.

“I promised patience,” Jae replied sharply. “I didn’t promise to rape you while you’re half drunk. Fuck, I might as well be…”

The man’s name hung there, unspoken and heavy. Yunho canted his head back, breathing in deeply to ward off his temper. The sour taste of whiskey gurgled up from his stomach, searing his throat and tongue. Anger rolled off of Jae’s body, his shoulders tucked in tight and his hips squared off.

“You’re more angry at yourself than you are at me,” Yunho said softly.

“That would be pretty hard,” Jae snorted derisively. “I’m pretty pissed off at you. But yeah, I…there’s just so much… stuff around us. You have to be the leader and in control because it’s who you are. We’ve fallen into these roles and I can’t become more without stepping on who you are. I can’t even have sex with you without tangling up into these… problems. They’re like octopus arms strangling me.”

“Legs,” Yunho said absently. “Octopus have legs, not arms.”

“You know what I mean, Yunho,” Jaejoong tried not to smile and failed, ducking his head to hide his laughter. “You’re throwing me off of my anger.”

“Good,” The man said, walking over to slide his arms around Jaejoong’s waist. “Listen to me, Boo. Okay?”

Tucking Jae’s head against his shoulder, Yunho rocked him close, relieved when the other man’s arms snuck up to wrap around him. They stood holding one another, listening to the other breathe and feeling their bodies relax. Yunho sighed with relief when Jae’s jacket slithered to the ground as he let it go to place his hand on the small of Yunho’s back.

His body remembered the touch of Jae’s finger against his entrance and he ached there, unsure of the need growing inside of him. The stroking had been erotic, nearly as softly sexual as Jaejoong’s mouth on his lips. Fuzzy from the alcohol, Yunho rested his cheek on Jaejoong’s shoulder, kissing the bone rise under his shirt.

“I tried to make this easier,” Jaejoong whispered. “I did… everything the others suggested.”

“How many others did you talk to?” Yunho closed his eyes. If he listened to their breathing, he heard a lilting beat, the harmony of their bodies falling into a song. “How many people know I’m too scared to let you make love to me?”

“Two,” He answered. “Gakkun and Minnie-ah but Gackt-san wouldn’t say anything…”

“Three,” Yunho laughed. “I talked to Dong-Wook about it too.”

“What did he say?” Jae took up Yunho’s song, stepping into a slow circle, dancing to a silent melody. They swayed without thinking, the sounds of traffic and street noise coming through the hotel’s thin walls.

“He suggested I get drunk and force myself on you.”

“Hah!” He chuckled. “Min said to get you drunk and make you ride me like a carousel horse.”

“A carousel horse?” Yunho laughed. Jaejoong’s scent intoxicated him, more so than the whiskey he’d downed. “I don’t need to get drunk to have you touch me, Joongie. I really don’t. It’s more… “

“It doesn’t matter why, Yunho,” He said, rubbing the line of his lover’s back. “It’s that you need it at all. If you need to be drunk to do something, then it’s not something you want to do. I don’t ever want to be a part of something that you need to be drunk for.”

“Unless it’s a belly button piercing?” The man teased.

“Oh God no, you’ll throw up,” Jaejoong lifted his head, jostling Yunho from his shoulder. The horrified look on the singer’s face was priceless and Yunho kissed the corner of his open mouth. “You will. Being drunk and piercing your belly button can make you sick. Your muscles all clench up. I know. I was drunk when I did mine.”

“Then I’ll keep that in mind whenever I have the crazy idea to be chained to you for the rest of my life,” Yunho whispered. “Although I think we do fine with rings and kisses.”

“Those are nice too.” Jaejoong pressed his forehead on Yunho’s temple and the man turned his head until they were nose to nose, moving their feet in soft, lazy circles. “I want you, baby but I don’t want you to… hurt for me. I can’t stand that. I can’t. I don’t want to get you drunk or trick you or even seduce you. I only want to be inside of you because you want me there. I only want to be around you because you want me there. That’s the only way I ever want to make love to you, Yunnie-ah. The only way.”

“Good,” Yunho said, capturing his lover’s mouth in a fierce kiss. “Because I can tell you, scarily sober and wanting you very badly, that I want to try to do this. Not because it’s what you want but because I think it’s what I need. I need to complete us, Joongie-ah. I need to complete this ring we wear between our souls. No matter what happens… no matter how long we take… I need to be there with you… inside of you and around you. Show me how good it is, baby. Make love to me, Boo. Please.”

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dbskmeddled
Nov. 12th, 2009 09:08 pm (UTC)
SPOT~
dbskmeddled
Nov. 12th, 2009 09:09 pm (UTC)
Ho shiz, Im first? *waves pom poms* sweeet. ^___^
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Nov. 12th, 2009 09:22 pm (UTC)
SPOT
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mimz_song
Nov. 12th, 2009 09:23 pm (UTC)
I told this would happen even before they started...*dies*
Even death can't stop me >:] mwahahahaha *sticks tongue out at death* nanana na naaa~ *grins*
Anygay go Yun you can take it! :D hahah and go Jae you can stick it XD loool
wedspawn
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:40 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ heh. :::stuffs your dead slack mouth with cookies::: ♥♥♥♥♥

heh. i shall see you on monday. snookies. muah-hah-hah
kireny
Nov. 12th, 2009 09:37 pm (UTC)
spot brb
wedspawn
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:45 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥ snookies
yamapilovergyal
Nov. 12th, 2009 09:42 pm (UTC)
SPOTTS
yamapilovergyal
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:18 pm (UTC)
ughh make love to me, your fics to a great job of that *squishes YOU*

im am sho scarily happy right nao kukuku

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh REALLY CANT WAIT FOR THIS, CHANGING POINT OMGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*O* i see stars.........
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wedspawn
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:55 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥ smooches baby.
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hana_kiree
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:22 pm (UTC)
U're just so darn good at picking the rite moment for a cliffhanger, I swear~~~

Come back with athg good, real good, okay??? And by that I mean, no more pulshing n pulling, yeah? @___@

lol~
wedspawn
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:56 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥ snookies and hugs. heh... oh... we'll see. :::winks:::

i shall see you on monday. and hugs. have a good weekend. ♥
kohaku_chuu
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:51 pm (UTC)
spots even if she hasn't commented on the last part*^^;;;
wedspawn
Nov. 12th, 2009 10:57 pm (UTC)
snookies ♥♥♥♥♥
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wedspawn
Nov. 12th, 2009 11:10 pm (UTC)
:::hugs::
smooches and hugs. oh honey i'm so sorry you're sick. :::nods::: heh.

ah, i'll be back on monday. i'm taking a few days off. and then, we'll see how it goes. :::cheers you up::::
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irerd_taga
Nov. 12th, 2009 11:31 pm (UTC)
Yay! It's happening? It's happening?
But it almost went kaput with Yunho's little cheap whiskey bout ne!
Go Jaeho!!!
wedspawn
Nov. 12th, 2009 11:43 pm (UTC)
::::grins:::: heh... well yunho isn't thinking straight. muah-hah-hah...bad pun. i need sleep.

snookies. woot jaeho.
k_chan91
Nov. 13th, 2009 12:58 am (UTC)
*leaves cookies in meh spot*

Ahem....those cookies aren't just for me.... ;D
k_chan91
Nov. 13th, 2009 01:11 am (UTC)
GIANT MWAHA! >8D

*smacks the beer out of Yunho*

@.@

Okay, Yunnie's good now, right Joongie?? Right??? Right?!?! >8DD

*looks at the now unconscious Yunho*

...Hello...? ._.
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chloe1910
Nov. 13th, 2009 01:25 am (UTC)
Morning unnie!

Kat ah, we're here!!!
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 03:14 am (UTC)
::::nods::: ♥♥♥♥♥ smooches. ♥
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harangkaori
Nov. 13th, 2009 02:34 am (UTC)
Spot

AWWW SO SWEET THE ENDING.
hehe wait does that mean its jaeho next

ohh. -blush-

-huggles-
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 03:16 am (UTC)
i hope that any jaeho written will make you happy. :::bows deeply::: ♥♥♥♥

snookies. and cuddles. ♥
jheana
Nov. 13th, 2009 03:06 am (UTC)
Yay! It's finally going to happen! I'm such a pervert. *hides face* I'm so glad Yunho want to let Jaejoong take control of their sex life.

See you on Monday! I'm gonna miss ya!
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 03:19 am (UTC)
snookies. heh. i don't think youre the only pervert. :::raises hand::: heh.

♥ smooches.
vermillion77
Nov. 13th, 2009 03:35 am (UTC)
*LOL* at JJ and his drama ....and....yunho and his jokes *ROFL* so cute....
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 03:49 am (UTC)
heh... well... he had a good point. :::grins::: heh. snookies.
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blinkable
Nov. 13th, 2009 05:03 am (UTC)
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS OBSESSION WITH MONDAY AND CALIFORNIA TIME??!! *fumes*
But oh yea ouch that getting drunk for Yunho to be touched by Jae even though Yunho said it's not still just.. ;-;
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 05:13 am (UTC)
heh.... well, i live in california. and um... i need the weekend to work on something else? :::grins::: heh....

although if i post JaeHo before then, i shall deny all of it. :::grins::: heh...

yunho will be fine now that they've worked it out. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

:::hugs you::: and laughs evilly. ♥
anime76
Nov. 13th, 2009 05:39 am (UTC)
aw...this is the reason i can never be angry at Yunho. He always redeem himself at the end. And it is always just before things blew up REALLY badly in his face. LOL i think this is also one of the redeeming quality he has that makes Jae unable to be angry at him for long.

For most people this is actually something simple - do it or not do it. But the way you have potray it, gives it a very deep meaning. It's not just a physical act but one more connection to their lives.

P.S. you have successfully converted me into a Gackt fan ^O^. I've been looking at some of his vids on YT lately & gosh he is really a funny guy. LOL now i can't decide who is better looking - Gackt or JJ.
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 05:44 am (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ heh... he is able to make jaejoong laugh. it's the best part of a lover, laughing along even when you're mad. :::nods:::

this is more than a physical act, yes. it's so important for them to enter this part of their relationship with full knowledge of what they're doing. ♥♥♥♥

and ah, gackt. i adore him. he's smexy and well... hilarious. he and jaejoong really are alot alike. :::grins::: ♥
cherjae
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:01 am (UTC)
somehow i knew they wont be getting it on anytime sooner.

HAHAHA

ure evil unnie :) but i like it.
yunjae needs this conversation first.
and i think they'll still be around it for some time before the 'act' is actually done. LOL

-yawns together with the bored yoosu and min7en and gackt-

unnie, some typo~
“Live with me for one, once?
and the last para joongie became joongue.

but thats cos you cldnt bare to keep us waiting right :D
GLOMPS YOU FOR THAT

<3 <3 <3


(seriously i think min shld teach ho some things.. it wld be... interesting to read... heh)

<3
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:42 am (UTC)
heh. totally can't bear to have you wait. but then, i'm writing very slooooooowly. :::hugs::: ♥♥♥♥♥

smooches. ♥
glamdiva28
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:16 am (UTC)
im late as usual. you managed to make this about not just sex, but a meaningful change or addition to their commitment to each other. i love the angst and how yunnie can contain the fire before it blazes. jae cant stay mad at him for long. btw am loving the jaeho focus right now....grins.

thanks doll ♥♥♥♥♥
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:45 am (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ heh.... it is about more than sex. it's about.. them sharing their lives and well, yunho crossing into that part of lovemaking he's finally ready to do.



heh... and yes, he can so sidetrack jaejoong.

smooches. ♥ thank you.
chibi_chibit
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:48 am (UTC)
FINALLY!!! XD lol. Though the part where yunho had to drink alcohol made me a bit miffy like Jae too.

You really throw up of you pierce your belly button while being drunk?
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:50 am (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ some people do. :::nods::: heh. ♥ it's better not to be drunk while getting pierced or tattoo.

and well, yunho needed it for himself. not thinking about what it looked like. :D ♥ but they worked it out. ♥
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bitofajungle
Nov. 13th, 2009 07:01 am (UTC)
AHHHHHHHHH. Squeeeee I may die waiting for the next updaaaate~~

Sorry I haven't commented before this, but I've been reading it on my phone and I can't. >o<. Omg though when I read the first chapter and realised what this fic was going to be about I squealed and I was at work at the time so it was pretty amazing. XD;;;;;;

Omg.... I love you more every day. :3
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 05:46 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥ it's quite okay. i am just happy you like it! thank you.

snookies.

heh... ah, jaeho. poor yunho, i've beaten him up on this, haven't i. no worries. i shall make it all better. ♥
maple88
Nov. 13th, 2009 08:02 am (UTC)
*giant smack to Yunho*
Way to ruin the mood Yunnie-ah!

Ah, love hotels..... you do know that you don't see the staff faces when you pay, right? Sometimes you even pick your room from a sort of vending machine.
Have a good weekend!
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:03 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ heh... sometimes you do. the love motels are sometimes odd. i actually stole a description from one of the sites. :::winks:::: they had someone there which surprised them so i said... yep, i'll use that one. i wanted the old lady to leer at yunho... :::grins:::

a good leer is never amiss. ♥

and yes, some of them are like vending machines which i thought was REALLY cool. heh... this is an older area so i thought... ah, i can't have that just yet but oooooo for the future. :::laughs:::
lovelykitten8
Nov. 13th, 2009 02:39 pm (UTC)
OMG !!!!!!!! Its going to happen I am so beyond happy right now
wedspawn
Nov. 13th, 2009 06:11 pm (UTC)
heh... well hopefully i can pull it off. ♥
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wedspawn
Nov. 14th, 2009 07:27 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ well true. very true.
stephyalexis
Nov. 18th, 2009 09:54 pm (UTC)
oooh the fight was sooo good ooooohhh excited for the rest
wedspawn
Nov. 18th, 2009 11:25 pm (UTC)
heh.... they like to argue don't they? they can't seem NOT to argue. :::smacks them:::: ♥
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