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Chasing The Winter Moon: Eleven



Chasing The Winter Moon ♥
Lesson Eleven
Pairing: Moon Jae Shin / Goo Yong Ha (GeolRim fic) Post Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Author: wedspawn
Overall Rating: Probably NC-17
Requested by: hoshiko_malfoy

I lied. It’s a wee little post. Very small.

Summary: Following an epic scandal at their university, two master scholars search for their own meaning of love.

Lesson One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six, Seven, Eight, Nine, Ten



Jae Shin forgot how to breathe.

Perhaps he’d died and somehow, the spirits he’d angered were mocking him until he was reborn.

It was the only thing he could think of.

Well, he reconsidered, that and he could be insane.

Yong Ha’s hand trembled near his face, reaching up to touch him — stroke him — his long, delicate fingers so near his mouth Jae Shin’s breath warmed their tips. He could turn away and distance himself from the young man’s hand. Jae Shin could break away so easily, put enough space between them with the twist of his head so they wouldn’t connect if Yong Ha dared to come any closer.

A simple twist of his head and his life would be safe. Be normal. Be… the same.

He pursed his lips and kissed the fingertips trembling in front of his face.

#

“Did you leave Jae Shin with Yong Ha?” Yoon Hee settled down next to her fiancé, rubbing her hands together in delight.

The pages filed into the small dining area, placing trays in front of the few scholars who’d remained at the school in the storm. Many with family in the city fled to their homes, preferring to wait the winter out in the comfort of familiar surroundings but a few stalwart students remained, notably Yoon Hee and her voracious appetite. One of the boys barely had time to put the tray in front of her when she began to pick at the panchan, pinching nibbles of pickled vegetables into her mouth.

“No, I left him with Dae Min and told them I wouldn’t be back until morning.” Sun Joon grabbed at Yoon Hee before she could fully get up out of her seat. Although alone at the end of the long hall, he still kept his voice down, mostly to encourage Yoon Hee to keep hers to a whisper. “That was a jest. Why would I do that? I do not trust Dae Min and I certainly do not like him.”

“It’s hard to tell with you,” Yoon Hee said around a bite of octopus tentacle. “You could be trying to keep an open mind and all of that nonsense when deep inside you know he’s guilty of something.”

“Is he?” Sun Joon returned Yoon Hee’s frown with a placid, measured stare. “Can we prove he is guilty of something?”

“Did you see Jae Shin’s throat?”

“Yes.” She was about to snort at his expressionless face when she caught the fire in his dark eyes. “And I’ve also seen yours sometimes after we’ve been… down to the river.”

“That is not fair.” Hissing at him, Yoon Hee ducked her face, sure that the burn in her cheeks were the same vibrant red as the horseradish kimchi she’d been eating. “You’re distracting me.”

“I’m asking you to keep an open mind,” He countered. “We don’t know what went on between them.”

“Geol Oh is…” Smiling at the older scholar who’d looked up from his meal at her outburst, Yoon Hee lowered her voice. “He is Yong Ha’s.”

“Another something that we don’t know,” Sun Joon pointed out, moving his bean sprouts from his food to her dish. “You might want them to be together but keep in mind, that is a very dangerous love to have. It is something either one of them could be banished for … or even worse, killed. It might sound romantic but the truth is; encouraging that … connection could lead to their deaths. Are you willing to risk that? Do you think Geol Oh or Yong Ha is willing to risk the other for it?”

“The Nipponese men love one another.” She grinned at the shocked expression she was able to pull out from Sun Joon’s somber face. “What? It is true! Maybe they could run away there?”

“And give up everyone they love? Everyone they know for a land where they’ll have nothing? Where they will be nothing?” Sun Joon prodded at his bibimbap, wondering where his appetite had gone. “I love you too much to ask that of you. I can’t see either hyung asking that of one another.”

“Because they love each other too much,” Yoon Hee grumbled. “It’s just not…fair.”

That is why we dedicate ourselves to changing the world we live in,” Sun Joon reached over and took her hand, hiding the caress beneath the low tables. “So everyone can live…and love… as best they can.”

#

Yong Ha’s body thrummed with the need for the man laying under him. Jae Shin’s tongue flicked out, touching his skin. His lips were soft and there was a slight tickle of whisker on his nails. If Yong Ha hadn’t been holding in his breath, he would have laughed.

If he hadn’t been holding in his breath, Yong Ha thought, he’d burst into tears at the gentleness of the other man’s affection.

Tired and worn, Jae Shin leaned his head back, his expression unreadable as he broke off the caress. Only the painful glitter of tears in his deep brown eyes warned Yong Ha of the emotions running deep inside of his wild-spirited friend. There was fear mingled with hope but Yong Ha also saw a veil of resignation, as if Jae Shin expected…knew… he’d be rejected.

It would take time to coax trust but time was something Yong Ha was more than willing to take. If he died with only the feel of the man’s lips on his fingertips, it would be enough. But hopefully, he’d get more. He needed more. Wanted more. But only as much as Jae Shin was willing to give.

The fierce Geol Oh he loved hid the most beautiful and tender heart, Yong Ha thought. His Geol Oh. Forever his Geol Oh.

He brought his shaking, wet fingers to his face, his lips parting slightly instinctively as he slid Geol Oh’s kiss into his mouth.

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wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 07:36 am (UTC)
spot! now i can go to bed :D snookies.
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hitoricrow
Dec. 9th, 2010 07:37 am (UTC)

aww. subtly accepted. Mmm. a tender kiss can mean so much. *sighs happy*
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 07:38 am (UTC)
:::hugs:::: NOW i am heading to bed :::winks:::
julili
Dec. 9th, 2010 07:58 am (UTC)
AW unnie, why must u update when I am riding the bus home? Now I am trying hard not to sob in front of all these ppl....
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:14 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥ you need to go home earlier! and they should be happy tears? ♥ :::hugs:::

okay honestly i don't like posting so late on my day. prefer earlier :::grins:::
coffeebang
Dec. 9th, 2010 07:58 am (UTC)
All in all, not a bad lie. Although you are very right about how short this is~
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:14 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ it should have been longer but i think the emotional impact of this is where i needed it to be :::nods:: ♥
kamo_comon
Dec. 9th, 2010 08:06 am (UTC)
Oooooooooooooooooooooooh~ That last sentence has me completely spazzing!!! ♥♥

kekeke, you're supposed to be resting. XD Thanks for the update, though~ *ish very happy*

Can't wait to see what will be happening next. ;DDDDD
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:15 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ i was supposed to be resting. and i should have. but i was ITCHING to get that scene out. and i knew it was going to be short. :::nods:: ♥

snookies. and thanks! ♥
momisachan
Dec. 9th, 2010 08:08 am (UTC)
agh... that was such a sad/happy/tender moment...
I don't know how to feel. =P

except that I want more and I still don't want Dae Min near jae shin...

*cuddles geolrim couple*
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:16 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥ it was the combination i wanted to portray. there's a LOT up in the air right now. :::nods::

ah, and dae min :::grins:: ♥
joy_twinz
Dec. 9th, 2010 09:30 am (UTC)
You just made my day. Your last sentence just killed me. will wait for the next chap^___^
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:22 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ thank you honey. :::hugs:: ♥
atobekazuki
Dec. 9th, 2010 09:45 am (UTC)
You're being evil again, unni. :<<

But I enjoyed the interaction between Sun Joon and Yoon Hee. XDD
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:23 pm (UTC)
♥ yes i am. :::nods::: but oh it's fun :D
anime76
Dec. 9th, 2010 11:18 am (UTC)
oh...indirect kiss! *jumping with joy* hahaha....i can so imagine that with Yeorim's smirk! in this case i guess the smirk will be on the inside LOL!

Another scene that makes me LOL is when SunJoon tease YoonHee. What a big improvement. He won't have known how to joke before YoonHee. Romance is such a great motivator to change ^^ Good to know both of them were observant to notice the hickey & cautious enough to be discreet about it.
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:27 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ a very direct indirect kiss. :::grins::: and oh yes, yeorim is doing more than smirking on the inside. :::winks:::

heh. sun joon and yoon hee are definitely more comfortable with one another :::nods::: which is nice to see ::grins:: ♥
chibi_chibit
Dec. 9th, 2010 11:24 am (UTC)
RAWR!!!!!! MAKE THEM DO MORE!!!!!!
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:27 pm (UTC)
hah. maybe :::winks::: ♥
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wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:28 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ YAY MIDTERM DONE! ♥♥♥♥

and not so much tease as... oh it just felt right to have it there :::nods:: ♥
damaged_psyche
Dec. 9th, 2010 02:42 pm (UTC)
Short D=!!!!!!!!! but sweet! >.< God, that kiss was bittersweet... but I was hoping it to be on the lips and not the fingers, lol! You are a tease! =p

And Sun Joon beinging home the reality of how homosexuality is still condemned in some places T_______________T
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:30 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ not so much a tease as.. okay yeah, a tease. :D

there will be more. it will just take a bit to get there :::winks:::

and yes, sun joon is very cautious about how society is. he knows there is what they'd like but also what the reality of it is. ♥
mexicananallama
Dec. 9th, 2010 02:47 pm (UTC)
OMG!! Indirect kiss!!! ^_^ Now we can get on to more loving and steaming scenes, right? *hopeful eyes*
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:31 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ eventually :::Grins::: ♥
agnetalovek
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:50 pm (UTC)
It's beautiful
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 03:51 pm (UTC)
thank you.
myfadingmelody
Dec. 9th, 2010 04:33 pm (UTC)
i wonder when i will be able to read the continuation - if there is any. xD i'm going to the library tomorrow morning and i can't access internet there. sigh.

and... this reminds me to much of my superior and his lover. gah. maybe that's why i love love love watching their interactions. >//< lol.
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 04:53 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ oh there will be. i'll announce the end of the fic when it hits :::nods::: ♥ MAYBE ten more chapters?

smooches and hugs. and thank you. ♥
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iruka92
Dec. 9th, 2010 07:10 pm (UTC)
YES
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 08:10 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
onthethruway01
Dec. 9th, 2010 08:08 pm (UTC)
It's wonderful
wedspawn
Dec. 9th, 2010 08:12 pm (UTC)
smooches.

thank you ♥
oldwillow_brook
Dec. 10th, 2010 12:57 am (UTC)
You could be trying to keep an open mind and all of that nonsense when deep inside you know he’s guilty of something.”

It's scary how we can all imagine this to be true. Seon Joon tries to be the voice of reason, and sometimes I credit him for trying but times like this I want him to be kick ass Seon Joon and ELIMINATE Dae Min.

Did I just say that? lol. I can't help that my like for Dae Min is slowly diminishing. He's not exactly building a case for me to support him and Yong Ha is stepping up to the plate. So I'm all ears as to what's going to happen. :D

He brought his shaking, wet fingers to his face, his lips parting slightly instinctively as he slid Geol Oh’s kiss into his mouth.

It's this kind of writing and this kind of feeling, that just sends shivers down my spine. aksjdaksjf ♥
wedspawn
Dec. 10th, 2010 01:53 am (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥ you are so cute.

yes, sun joon TRIES. TRIES! but ah, fails. he does judge but he's going on his instincts which in this case, do prove to be pretty solid.

dae min. a bit spoiled. very selfish. and most of all, not yong ha. :::grins:::

♥♥♥♥

heh.
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wedspawn
Dec. 10th, 2010 04:02 am (UTC)
oh you did miss this! ::::grins::: i can see that the next wouldn't make sense then. :::grins:: smmoooooooches. ♥
ms_ravishing
Dec. 10th, 2010 05:06 pm (UTC)
What??!?
wedspawn
Dec. 10th, 2010 05:39 pm (UTC)
what what? what? ♥♥♥
pabogateunfish
Dec. 14th, 2010 06:18 pm (UTC)
yep, that was certainly small.

/steals Sunjoon's bibimbap and goes hunting for more GeolRim
wedspawn
Dec. 14th, 2010 09:21 pm (UTC)
it was supposed to be a skip day :::winks::: ♥ heh :D ♥
reya13
Dec. 26th, 2010 12:32 pm (UTC)
reaading

Q: Sooo, miss, what did you do in the second day of Christmas?
A: Watashi?? Ohh, i've read a good 'book' *giggles* Only if people were opened enough to read it as well- it's about love!

yaaa
i'm finally finishing it. Decided to read it here, the PDF is for keeping ^^

I'm pretty sure i've read this before, but i didn't leave any comm ^^'
wedspawn
Dec. 26th, 2010 07:30 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ heh :D i've not done much. um, working. some writing :::hugs::: ♥♥♥♥ i just finished this fic so i have some down time to do other projects. nothing else much. you?
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