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airinojoo: YunJae breakup. And then reconcile

“Let me go, Yunho,” Jaejoong spat at his boyfriend, shoving Yunho’s shoulders with the flat of his hands. The leader’s grip loosened then firmed up again, closing hard over Jae’s upper arm. “I mean it. Let me go.”

“Why? So you can run off and cry on Yoochun’s shoulder? Maybe whisper behind your hand to Changmin?” Yunho dragged Jaejoong back into the dance studio, the older man’s sneakers squeaking on the polished floor. “Try being a man for a change and stay put instead of running away.”

“I’m not running away!” Bruises were forming on his pale skin, Jaejoong was sure of it. He felt the tenderness starting, a sure sign that he’d be black and blue from the man’s grasp. “Fuck! Let go!”

Yunho released him suddenly, sending Jaejoong tumbling to the ground. The floor was hard and Jae’s knees hit the wood hard. A jarring pain ran up his thighs, his barely healed injury throbbing hard with the blow. Cursing under his breath, Jae fought not to clutch at his knee. He wasn’t going to give Yunho the satisfaction of knowing he was in pain.

Struggling to stand, Jae reached for the bar set into the wall, using it to pull himself up. His knee ached, and the meager weight he put on it made him wince. Yunho caught the grimace in the mirrored wall and moved forward, concern written on his face.

“Don’t touch me,” Jae warned him off, holding his hand up to ward off Yunho. “Don’t come near me. I don’t want your hands on me.”

“I’m done with this,” Yunho growled, pacing back and forth, a caged frustration battering at the bars of his mind. “I’m done with…”

“Why don’t you be done with me?” The defiance in Jaejoong’s words made Yunho turn, giving the singer enough of an angle to do what he wanted to do for a very long time.

Yunho wasn’t prepared for the fist that struck him across the cheek, nor for the slam of the wood floor against the back of his head. Jaejoong stood over him, shaking his right hand, his knuckles reddened from striking the other man. Stars swam over Yunho’s vision, dancing around and weaving about his mind. His skull ached where he hit and then a blossom of pain erupted along his ribs as Jaejoong lightly kicked at his torso.

“You can’t seem to love me for who I am, Jung Yunho.” A wad of spittle from Jae’s pursed mouth hit the floor next to Yunho’s face. “You try to push me into doing things and being someone that I’m not. Why don’t you go find the person you’re looking for and leave me the hell alone?”

Yunho lay there, empty and aching. Jaejoong stepped over him, walking out of the studio and leaving his ex-lover behind. Turning over, the leader sighed, resting his forehead on the cool wood. He had no one but himself to blame for the mess he’d made. He could only imagine how long it would take him to get Jaejoong to forgive him.

Winter passed, a cold chilling wasteland that mirrored the atmosphere between the group members. They tiptoed around Yunho, his fierce pride making him growl under his breath every time he saw Jaejoong. The singer merely went about his business as usual, frigidly civil to the leader but otherwise ignoring every overture Yunho made towards him. In retaliation, the leader spent a lot of his time courting Yoochun’s friendship, often stealing the time the baritone would normally spend with his best friend.

Sighing with exasperation, Jaejoong flopped on Yoochun’s empty bed, swinging his legs over the edge of the mattress. Junsu looked up from his manga, wondering if he should bother talking to the singer or just wait until Jaejoong began to whine about Yunho.

It didn’t take long before the complaining to start. Changmin nearly passed by the door but Junsu called out to their youngest, figuring that if he had to listen to the singer’s moaning, someone else would suffer alongside of him.

Min’s impatience served them well. Especially when Jae chewed on his fingernail, peeling his cuticle back. The complaints were legion, ranging from Yunho’s need to dominate him to the insignificant annoyance of picking out bean sprouts from bowls of noodles.

“Hyung, with all respect,” Changmin crossed his legs under him. “You should forgive Yunho. You don’t even remember what you were fighting over much less what you’re fighting over now.”

“You want us to die, don’t you, Min?” Junsu prepared himself for an explosion. Jaejoong’s temper could be an inferno once stoked. He didn’t want to be at the flash point. He had too much to live for. More importantly, he had just purchased a tube of chocolate-flavoured oil he had yet to use with Yoochun.

“I’m serious, Susu,” Min left off the honorific. He was getting too old to deal with offering up respect to boys that were sometimes more immature than his sisters. “It’s not helping the group to have our hyungs fight. We spend most of our time having to choose what side of the battle field we’re going to be on that day. I for one am tired of it. And I’m also tired of sometimes getting the burnt food that I’m guessing Jaejoong has made for Yunho but I grabbed it instead.”

“I’m sorry for that,” Jae apologized. He’d scorched the stew once and didn’t realize he’d passed it over to their youngest instead of his former lover. “I didn’t mean…”

“You never mean to,” Min interrupted. “Just like Yunho never means to keep us working until you fall down and he wants to rush into kiss your boo-boos but he can’t because he’s a stubborn ass. I am now declaring myself on strike. I think the other two should do the same. No talk to either one of you until you patch things up. I don’t care if you sleep with each other or not, just make up. Before we kill you just to get some peace.”

Jaejoong did what he did best, sulk. He remained silent and stubborn for days, refusing to acknowledge the others’ shunning him and Yunho. The leader was blissfully unaware of the lack of attention until hours after Min made his proclamation, informed only when the other two told Yoochun of their plan. To his credit, the baritone glanced at his best friend and his leader and shrugged, taking his food into the living room and ignoring the whole business.

The silence drove Yunho insane. Jaejoong proved to be more stubborn, often carrying on conversations with imaginary people he invented to live alongside of him. Interviews were stilted at times but the younger three soldiered on, forcing the older members together every chance they got. It came to a head one day when their leader yelled at Changmin for a full minute before their youngest asked Yoochun and Junsu if they wanted to go to the movies. A few moments later, the apartment was empty except for Jaejoong sitting in the back bedroom listening to music.

“Do you know what you do to me?” Yunho stood in the doorway of the bedroom Jae shared with Min. He’d moved out after the fight, and he missed listening to Jaejoong’s soft breathing besides him. “You drive me crazy sometimes.”

“You drive me crazy all the time,” Jaejoong frowned, turning a CD case over. He pretended to read the list of songs, willing his hand not to shake when Yunho walked into the room to stand in front of him. “What do you want?”


It was all Jaejoong needed to hear. It was all he wanted to hear. Tears sprang from the emptiness he’d nursed inside of him, the longing to be touched by the other man resonating out from his parched soul. A few feet separated them but the distance seemed liked miles. Needing to quench the dryness inside of him, he took the first step, his hand stretching out for his lover’s touch.

“I’m sorry, Boo,” Yunho choked on the words he held at the back of his tongue. He’d kept them there, catching his heart on them every time he tried to swallow. The world ended its turning when Jaejoong slid into his arms, a hard lean body wrapped in the soft velvet of pale skin.

“You pushed me away,” Jaejoong accused, unwilling to let go the shreds of his anger. “I love you and you pushed me away.”

Buried against Yunho’s chest, he fought his tears, refusing to give into the pain that tore at his soul. He wouldn’t surrender to it, refused to break under its onslaught. His mouth quivered, anger raging against the weakness of his heart. He sighed into the love of his boyfriend’s mouth, gulping at the kiss as if he was drowning.

“Love you, you idiot,” Yunho whispered, gulping down the taste of Jae’s soul. “I die inside without you. Can’t you see that? Can’t you feel how dead I am without you?”

A river of want flooded them, drowning their souls. Yunho gasped, desperate to pull Jaejoong into his arms, struggling to keep air in his lungs while not breaking contact with the singer’s full mouth. Ravenous, they kissed, tongues warring against the space they’d kept between them.

“I need you under me, baby,” Yunho rumbled, his teeth nipping down Jaejoong’s throat and pulling at the collar of his t-shirt. “Take this off. It’s in the way.”

“The others…”

“Fuck the others. Take this off.” The t-shirt fell to the floor, its hem ripped by Yunho’s strong hands. With a heavy moan, the bed took their weight, creaking under Jaejoong’s prone body. The leader’s teeth bit hard, finding spots he remembered in his dreams, a plum peak on his lover’s chest then the softness of the skin pierced through with a gold ring. He pulled on the metal bit, laving it until it lay wet from his tongue.

The creaking of a mattress was what stopped Min from turning the door knob when he came home then a slithering moan that sounded like Yunho’s name, a sweet sensual sound that left a hardness inside of Min’s sex. Resting his forehead against the wood door, he stood there, smiling at the passions raging hidden behind the walls.

“So you’re moving back into your room, dongsaeng?” Yoochun asked, sucking on a grape lollipop. He pulled the candy from his mouth, licking at the wet curl of sugar.

“Maybe,” Min replied, looking at the baritone with a hooded glance. “Or maybe I’ll just join them. A two-legged stool is unstable. Maybe what they need is a third.”


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Oct. 29th, 2007 04:43 am (UTC)
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:49 am (UTC)
you baby.
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Oct. 29th, 2007 04:55 am (UTC)
Three-legged stool--I approve! :D
Oct. 29th, 2007 05:04 am (UTC)
snookies. crack fics are fun :::grins:: smooches.
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Oct. 29th, 2007 06:20 am (UTC)


BUT HOMG, last liners <3

ahem ahem


lol, lol, omgosh, I actually thought you were talking about FOOD for 2 seconds --> "More importantly, he had just purchased a tube of chocolate-flavoured oil he had yet to use with Yoochun."
before I realised it was SU not MIN and YOU DON'T EAT OIL


ahrm :33


*gives you raspberry muffins*
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:16 pm (UTC)
ah, i proudly wear my evil hat :::puts on hat:::

heh... no food. just oil. smooches and hands over tissue. :::grins::: and ah, raspberry muffins. thank you.
Oct. 29th, 2007 06:45 am (UTC)

That was so love.
Angst!Jae is much love.
Intelligent!Min is much love.
Cunning!Su is much love.
Desperate!Yun is much love.


Okay I should seriously stop spazzing now.

-dies from overdose of love-
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:20 pm (UTC)
ah, thank you. the crack fics are very happy. :::grins::: snookies and hugs.
Oct. 29th, 2007 06:49 am (UTC)
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:27 pm (UTC)
ssssnnnoooookies. you!!!
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Oct. 29th, 2007 07:28 am (UTC)
this is needless to say.. amazing..

GYAH.. I loved the angstyness of it... the love, the fluff...
it was perfect...

and it was funny too.. LOL

I approve of the three-legged stool.. PLEASEEEEEE
or actually how about they have an orgy.. LOL
*shoots self*

what your fics do to me....
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:29 pm (UTC)
:::grins::: i'm glad you liked it. :D and orgies.. ah, heh...

jaeho is adorable :) and well... min... always good.

thank you. smooches.
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Oct. 29th, 2007 04:30 pm (UTC)
ah, smooches and hugs. i'm sorry you had a horrible science paper! bad paper! :::grins::: heh :)

snookies. and hugs. again. i love you. and i'm sure i'll have plans for se7en somewhere. :::snookies:::
Oct. 29th, 2007 07:52 am (UTC)
I am now declaring myself on strike. I think the other two should do the same. No talk to either one of you until you patch things up. I don’t care if you sleep with each other or not, just make up. Before we kill you just to get some peace.”
the yunjae are such fail (bnr) XD

<3 tiffo
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:36 pm (UTC)
heh. min.. i adore the min. he's lovely! :::snookies::: and yes, yunjae is the fail sometimes.

smooches and hugs.
Oct. 29th, 2007 08:11 am (UTC)
HAHAHAHA!! Minnie!!! why is he soo sure that two aren't enough! XDD
barks in and rocks it!! lol
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:37 pm (UTC)
:::grins::: min is the love. in crack!fics, anything can happen :::grins::: snookies and smooches.
Oct. 29th, 2007 11:52 am (UTC)
Tsk. JJ and the Ho are fools for thinking they can be apart! *pets them*

You make me a happy girl, unnie! ♥
Love the fighting and the making up and them both being stubborn mules, that we all know they truly are. XDDD
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:42 pm (UTC)
:::grins::: i'm glad i made you happy. ::::hugs::: and yes, the jaeho SO can't be alone. never.

chus...and snookies.
Oct. 29th, 2007 12:39 pm (UTC)
i love the angst!!

whoo hoo..
ure very into multiple pairings now i see.. haha first a 4some then a 3some.. WHOO~~

not tt i mind :P

Oct. 29th, 2007 04:43 pm (UTC)
heh... well these are crack. i can play with the pairings :::grins::: or more.

snooks. and thank you.
Oct. 29th, 2007 03:10 pm (UTC)
More importantly, he had just purchased a tube of chocolate-flavoured oil he had yet to use with Yoochun.

That was random. ♥ I love Susu.

I also love Min. Hard ♥ He needs to get it on with YunJae yes.

Thank you for this. Thank yoooooou.
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:49 pm (UTC)
thank you! very much! snookies. i'm glad you liked it! thank you! ♥♥♥
Oct. 29th, 2007 03:34 pm (UTC)
added you<333

love the fic<333
Oct. 29th, 2007 04:51 pm (UTC)
ah, thank you! i'm glad you liked it. :::grins:: these are crack for now... and so much love to write. thank you.
Oct. 29th, 2007 03:35 pm (UTC)
YOU. ARE. EVIL!...Part Deux
“Maybe,” Min replied, looking at the baritone with a hooded glance. “Or maybe I’ll just join them. A two-legged stool is unstable. Maybe what they need is a third.”
You see this? Hmmm? Do you?
I want you to take a looong hard look at that last bit of this fic-short (yeah, you know which bit I'm talking about), memorize it. Because now you've got to tag this underneath that premise of OT5 from before. Jaehomin is your next duty--YES "duty," for that is what you get yourself into when you leave little sexy cliffie-doodles like YONDER! *jabs at aroused!Min part*


*runs off for cold shower*

As much as I adore this--from jagged arguments to whinging Jae to cold shoulder action to hot hot hot make-up sexytyme--you slay me with the unexpected endings!

Haato! <333
Oct. 29th, 2007 03:37 pm (UTC)
Re: YOU. ARE. EVIL!...Part Deux
scratch that OT5 I typed...I meant OT4--NEVERTHELESS! The premise...oooh the premise...
Re: YOU. ARE. EVIL!...Part Deux - wedspawn - Oct. 29th, 2007 05:08 pm (UTC) - Expand
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Oct. 29th, 2007 09:11 pm (UTC)
Love it ^-^

God, those two really can be so stubborn and refusing to give in to each other ^-^ Oh well at least they got the make up sex ^-^ And I just love the lat line from Min “Or maybe I’ll just join them. A two-legged stool is unstable. Maybe what they need is a third.” I second Min on that ^-^

*huggles you to death* Oh no, can't live without you and your writing *quickly revives you* <333
Oct. 30th, 2007 12:10 am (UTC)
:::grins::: hugs... and thank you. the boys are very stubborn and pig headed. :::winks::: i'm glad you liked it! very much! snookies. :D
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