Fic For: winterbubbletea
Set in Paris for: patra86
Rating: NC-17 in this section.
Probably another section to finalize it.
Summary: Continuation of Starlight and Blood.
Jung Yunho settles in Paris, alone and dissolute, after his search for a companion turns out to be fruitless. The happiness shared by Dong-Wook and Changmin leaves him aching and he has fallen into a life of meaningless pleasures, hoping to bury his longings in sin. Yet, a chance encounter with a feral and exotic Jaejoong leads the vampire to wonder if something magical wasn’t within his reach…but if only it were that easy.
Disclaimer: Not SMM Universe. Part One can be found here. Part 2A is here Part 2B is here.
“You’re blood drunk, chaton,” Yunho sighed. “You don’t know what you’re doing. And if you do, then God help me, I don’t want you to stop.”
Jaejoong’s hands slid over Yunho’s thighs, running down the seams of his pants and cupping the rise of the vampire’s ass before gripping at his back. He kissed like a star burning for the first time, bursts of lights against the tightness of Yunho’s control. Fisting his hands into Jae’s hair, Yunho returned the kiss, angling until he covered Jae’s lips and dove in deep, willing himself to drown in the vampire’s sweet mouth.
Yunho knew he should slide away, leaving Jaejoong to sleep off the intoxication of their mingled blood but the darkness in him numbed his legs, paralyzing Yunho with its needs. Trying again, Yunho bent down to whisper his regrets into Jaejoong’s ear.
And the scent of the other man’s body stilled his thoughts.
Heaven shouldn’t smell like wine and lavender, he thought but Hell definitely wouldn’t look so sweet.
“I should let you sleep,” Yunho said, reluctant to pull away. He closed his eyes, willing himself to walk to the door and leave the drowsy young vampire to rest. His heart warred with his mind, its desires fueled by the tingle of nerves along his shaft.
“Tired,” Jae murmured, rubbing his cheek against Yunho’s bare chest. “But this is so….good. God, I am drunk. You made me drunk. Better than wine. Better than absinthe. Like sunshine.”
The friction didn’t help the older vampire’s dilemma. His body responded to the caress, heating up and thickening with each stroke of Jae’s fingers along his areola. Yunho’s breaths shortened into sharp, hot pants when Jae shifted and slid his long legs between Yunho’s knees. A dab of Jaejoong’s tongue against the peak on his chest made Yunho growl, and he let his fingers wander, unable to resist running his hand down the length of Jaejoong’s back. A puff of air blown from Jae’s pursed mouth chilled the moisture left by his tongue, prickling Yunho’s skin with goose bumps.
“Everything is dark until you come to me,” Jae sighed, his fingers playing with the ends of Yunho’s hair. “I don’t ever want the sun to go down for me, Yunho. Please. Don’t let the daylight leave me.”
“Jaejoong…” Yunho heard himself moan, his attention fixed on the other’s mouth. A pink flush coloured the man’s full lips, revitalized by the blood he’d taken from Yunho’s wrist. “If you don’t stop…”
“Tell me to stop. Tell me to go away. Send me away, Yunho. Before I fall…” The vampire growled, propping himself up with a sinuous slither of his body against Yunho’s chest. The older man had barely time to wonder where Jaejoong put his bones when he found himself breathing in the young man’s kiss. “Before you make me fall.”
Yunho’s tongue traced the dip in Jaejoong’s lower lip, a curved succulent bite of flesh he could capture between his teeth. Fuller still, Jae’s upper lip demanded attention, the slight ridge creasing the swell begging to be bitten or suckled. Giving in to the desire riding him, Yunho drew the raised flesh into his mouth and laved at the spot until Jaejoong melted against him.
The bed rocked on its frame as Yunho turned Jae over, slamming him against the mattress with a force that rippled the sheets. Exhaling sharply, Jae’s lips parted and Yunho dove in, stealing the other man’s breath with his tongue and teeth, forcing him to open wider or be breached by the intense assault. A sigh wavered on Jae’s tongue, dangled between them and it hovered there until Yunho swallowed it, taking the young man’s hesitation into his belly.
“If you want me to stop,” The older vampire said, his eyes nearly black with desire. “You’ll have to say something now. Because once I go past here, baby, I’m not stopping until I know you’ve lost your voice from screaming my name. Do you understand me?”
A nod. One simple gesture broke Yunho’s control and he dipped his head down and took what was now his.
Delicate boned, Jae’s strength lay in his shoulders and arms, muscled despite the sparse food and leaner drinks of blood. Fed by Yunho’s vitality over the weeks, he felt heavier than the fragile broken sparrow child Yunho first brought in. A man lay under the older vampire now, one that stoked a fire that sear them together.
“Yunho,” Jae gasped when the other man’s teeth found the soft skin under his ear. His hips twisted, arching up to meet the hard length of Yunho’s sex. Grinding himself against the turgid line, Jae groaned when Yunho’s growl sent shivers over his pale skin.
“Do you have any idea how you looked to me? How damned good you looked to me at the Moulin Rouge? How damned good you look to me now?” He smiled at Jae’s perplexed shake of his head. “It was like God poured the light out of the moon and made me a lover. Then, when I hunted for you, I was so worried that something happened to you… something you couldn’t survive. I almost died when I found you there, weak and nearly dead.”
“Baby, I didn’t start to breathe until I saw you. I swear,” Yunho said, his words nearly lost on Jae’s mouth as he stole a kiss. “Then I had to learn to breathe all over again when I kissed you.”
“I know what I’m doing,” Jae pouted when Yunho laughed at him. “So I don’t know exactly what I am doing but I know what feels… good. I know what I want.”
“And what’s that, baby?”
“I want you to make me feel… human again.” He continued, putting his fingers over Yunho’s mouth before the vampire could interrupt him. “You’re the only person…the only one whose touched that cold place inside of me. It’s like a dark spot that no one ever sees and I thought… that is where I’m a monster. That is what the old man saw that night; that ugliness inside of me.”
Yunho heard poets talk about tears being carved from sapphires, faceted brilliant drops of water poised on settings of flesh and bone but he knew better. Tears were sharp glaciers of frozen sorrow. They fell, leaving behind trails of gloaming water but the damage they did to the soul beneath was cataclysmic. If Jaejoong ever felt as if he were special or loved, it was eroded under the downpour of anguish he’d suffered.
If I run my fingertips over your face, Yunho wondered, would I feel the gouges your suffering has left behind?
“I think I’m too ugly for someone like you.” Nearly too soft to be heard, Jae whispered, “I wish I was someone you could keep.”
“God no,” He protested, stroking Jae’s cheek with the back of his hand, ruffling the soft downy lengths falling over his ears. “Jaejoong, the man who crossed you over into this life, he was the monstrosity, not you. There isn’t a bit of you I find ugly.”
“In fact, that’s probably the last thing I think of when I think of you.” His mouth found Jae’s again, pulling small kisses free from the man’s lips and tongue. He tasted himself on Jae, the deep richness of his own blood blended with one of his favourite wines. He ached to fill Jae’s emptiness with other tastes from his body, pouring every bit of himself until the younger vampire was satiated and happy. He would find a sliver of the moon in the darkness that haunted his... Yunho canted his head as he stared down into Jae’s startled face.
“Lover,” Yunho admitted. “You’re more than someone I’ve shared blood with. I’ve spent an eternity waiting for you to be here… next to me. I kept searching for the wild, feral kitten in the shadows of every alley I passed, thinking that maybe I’d find you. You were what I was looking for. A little lost, maybe, but someone who would find me as well.”
“How could I have found you?” Jae snorted, wrinkling his nose. “I spent most of my time lying in bed and half-asleep.”
“Because I found that I’d spent my nights wandering Paris looking for excitement and instead,” He nibbled on Jae’s chin, laughing when the other vampire pulled away in mock disgust. “I found that lying in bed and reading a book to a half-dead, mostly-tamed street urchin suited me than bedding the most sumptuous of courtesans.”
“Pfah.” Mimicking one of Yunho’s favourite dismissals, Jae pushed lightly at the other’s chest, enough to show his disbelief.
“Pfah,” Yunho responded. His eyes softened and with a stretch of his body, covering Jaejoong. “And why are we talking?”
“Nervous,” The vampire admitted, dropping his gaze. His long lashes shadowed over his cheekbones, fanning out over his skin.
“Don’t be.” Bending over, Yunho brushed his lips over the ridge of Jae’s eyebrow, feeling the delicate strength in the other’s bones. “I will never hurt you, baby. Never.”
They started slow, peeling off clothing. Exploring every inch revealed as Jaejoong shed his shirt and pants, Yunho placed his mouth and fingers on places he only envisioned in wet, messy dreams. Muscled and lean, Jae glowed against the saffron bed linens, shy as Yunho exposed him to the storm’s flashes of light.
“You are…” Yunho searched for the word he wanted, settling on the simplest. “Beautiful.”
He sipped, taking his time to explore the body he’d fed over. His teeth worried lightly at the sprinkle of beauty spots on Jae’s hipbone, finally tasting the area he’d washed clean when the other man was trembling with weakness. His tongue licked and dabbed, leaving moist trails over Jae’s face and collarbone, hoping to erase the paths of countless tears, leaving himself behind to fill the chasms in Jae’s soul.
Yunho filled his mouth with Jae’s length, savouring its tip against his palate. Pulling back, he caught the head’s ridge against the back of his teeth, flicking his tongue until the pout of Jae’s sex honeyed, weeping a drop of sweet-salt.
Jae’s hands roamed, trying to find purchase on his new lover’s shoulders but the pleasure driving through his body made him wild. Writhing, he twisted around, swallowing the jumble of words caught at the back of his throat. His nails scraped and tore at Yunho’s skin, scoring red welts over the vampire’s shoulder blades.
“Yuuuun…” Jae mewled, hearing the beg in his voice. “Please… please.”
“Please what, baby?” The vampire said around the treasure he had in his mouth. “Say what you need, baby.”
“You,” He gasped, digging his fingers into Yunho’s arms as he lifted his hips to plunge himself deeper into the soft, moist heat of his lover’s mouth. “Need this. Want this.”
“Anything you need, Jaejoong,” Yunho said, pursing his lips to draw down slowly over Jae’s hard length before pulling back to suck at the tender, sensitive tip. “I’ll give you anything you need.”
His canines drew down, pulled by a hunger for something wilder than blood. The tip of one fang slid over the slit of Jae’s sex, rimming around the opening with care. Its sharp end scored the tender flesh, making Jae hiss with pleasure and pain. Lifting his head, Yunho watched as a drop of blood beaded crimson into the swirl of spit and seed he’d pulled from Jae’s body.
Yunho knew if he never fed again, that single drop would sustain him for eternity.
A coppery wine spread over Yunho’s lips, smearing Jae over the edges of his mouth before seeping onto his tongue. It intoxicated him, plunging him into the belly of stars until he couldn’t tell what was light and dark. The rush of Jae’s body exploded, a river of honey filling Yunho’s mouth before he could swallow what he’d taken from Jae’s sex. Rich and pearlescent, Jae’s spill washed through Yunho’s senses, tasting of the storm that raged outside.
Listening to his lover’s gasping sighs, the older vampire continued to pull lightly on Jae’s sex, wrapping his mouth tightly around its length to work the last of Jae’s pleasure from him. His fingers bruised Yunho’s shoulders, the pressure a welcome anchor amid the crashing waves that threatened to drown them both.
Feeling Jaejoong’s spasms lessening, Yunho licked him clean, swallowing a drop of release he held at the tip of his tongue. Kissing the jut of bone at Jae’s hip, the vampire bit down, scoring the skin with delicate swirls. Sliding his fingers into Jae’s mouth, Yunho tilted his head up, reveling in the heat of the other’s tongue against him.
“I need to have you around me, chaton,” He whispered, taking his time in kissing the corners of Jae’s mouth, feeling his fingers pressing against the soft of his lover’s cheek. “And I want only you to moisten my way.”
Dripping, his fingers slid between Jae’s legs, finding the tightly wound curl of his body. Pressing, Yunho slid one tip into his lover’s heat, working past the ring and into the velvet that lay beyond. Jae’s body reacted, tightening against the intrusion. The pressure felt good, promising an intense pleasure if Yunho could breach the resistance.
“Need,” Jaejoong whispered, lifting his hips and willingly opening for Yunho. Ravaged, his mouth burned pink from his lover’s kisses, his teeth worrying at the plump. “Please, Yunho. I need…”
“Know this, Jae,” Yunho chased Jaejoong’s tongue, capturing their mouths in a fierce embrace. Still pressed against his lover’s lips, he worked himself into the other’s body, their gasps at the joining sharp and bright. Swallowing the mewling pouring from Jae’s throat, he kissed at the joy he found there before releasing his heart into Jae’s open mouth.
“I love you, my kitten,” He said, closing his eyes and letting his tears fall onto Jae’s face. “And I will let you go only when the moon falls from the sky.”