Hello and thank you for following the story. I appreciate all of the time you spend with me. I truly do.
For any of you who know me, and read me, you know I don't like straying into controversial story line plots like MPreg or Non-Con sex. I just don't like it and often I don't like how it's portrayed.
It was a hard decision to include Kimura in this piece. I wasn't going to do it but it played an important part of what broke YunJae up and played into Jaejoong's already fractured psyche. I had to think if this was a piece that could hold up the story and truthfully I thought about what I would want someone to walk away with if they read this.
In the end, I thought it was important to get something out there. Seriously look at how someone feels after something that tragic has happened to them... even if it's considered a sexual assault and not a rape, it still is an assault on someone's heart and mind. I wanted anyone who ever read anything to know that THEY are the ones who are strong and that they have nothing to be ashamed of. That there are people who understand and no, they are not to blame.
While this is fiction, the issues that I try to talk about in the SMM universe are real. From hiding what you are because of hatred...to sexual assault... to learning to love yourself for who you are; all of these things are out there and should be talked about. If you can't talk about them with those around you then please, find someone to talk to. Find someone who will listen.
Part One: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, Se7en, 8, 9, 10, 11
Part Two: 12, 13 (Extremely Mature Content), 14, 15, 16, Comments Regarding Storyline , Se7enteen, 18, 19, 20, 21 (Lemon)
Part Three: 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, Twenty-Se7en (LEMON), 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 (LEMON), 33, 34, 35, 36, Thirty-Se7en, 38, 39, 40 (Final)