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Coffee and Regrets (a min7en story)

Title: Coffee & Regrets ♥
Chapter: 1 [PG]
Author: wedspawn
Pairing: Min7en
Overall Fic Rating: NC-17

Summary: A pair of lovers, worn and faded by time, hope to recapture what they once had… or walk away after bittersweet goodbyes.

Decadence, Changmin thought as he licked at the whipped cream on his mocha. A dribble of chocolate clung to his lower lip. It disappeared with a slow swipe of his tongue, the bittersweet liquid clinging to his throat as he swallowed.

“Shichi,” He whispered, closing his eyes against the pain in his heart. “Ah, how this tastes of you.”

Se7en was lost to him, as faded as the chocolate in his mouth. Distance eroded their bond more than anger or distraction. Both men were busy, lost in a struggle to be heard among the hundreds of other singers in the Asian market and their personal lives became collateral damage.

Gazing out at Seoul’s stormy skies, Changmin mourned the emptiness at his side. At one time, he would have heard laughter and teasing then the warmth of a slow seduction as his lover would coax him from his silence. Now, he brooded under thundering rain, lost in his thoughts and melancholy.

The others were a phone call away. They’d become nearly ninja in their ability to slip away from prying eyes and find their way to Changmin’s apartment, a loft hidden in an industrial area near the studio. Chasms separated them in public, a cold rigidity enforced by the glowering men around them but in private, they sought one another out, rekindling the brotherly relationships they still treasured.

“If only…” Min let his voice trail off and he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. He couldn’t bear to have the lights on. It was difficult to brood in a bright, cheery loft and the light would have shown him his reflection in the building’s floor-to-ceiling glass walls.

There was too much time for regrets, Min thought. Too much time for coffee and regrets. And no time to go back and fix what I’ve broken.

Their separation was his fault. Changmin wryly admitted his responsibility for the break in their relationship. When the others stepped up to the line and declared their intentions against the company, he knew he should have stood with them. Fear and obligation kept him back. Then anger and stubbornness made him refuse to budge.

The other members forgave him. He was still the baby, no matter how old or how tall he got and there was still some small part of Changmin that was angry at their dismissal of his position. Even if he regretted his choices, he felt he should have garnered some respect for his decisions. It was that pride that foundered the easy loving he’d once shared with Dong-Wook.

Where did that dreamer go? The voice in his head asked, a slithering whisper poking doubts into the filmy curtain of his confidence. Where is the Minku that Shichi admired?

“I’ve killed him,” Min spat at the gremlin eating away at his mind. “He’s dead. Dreaming about being someone…being something is stupid. After everything is said and done, the only one left standing is the company that created me. I’m nothing but some broken, beaten puppet they’ve thrown against the wall too many times.”

Stupid, His mind murmured, lost in the rumble of thundering skies. Stupid and maudlin. No wonder he left you. No wonder he doesn’t call. No wonder he stopped calling.

“He stopped calling because…” Changmin couldn’t bring himself to say anything more. It hurt too much. The sharp words Se7en used when Min told him of refusing to speak to the other members. They’d argued a little bit and made love. Then they argued too much and made war.

After that, there was silence and Min cried, left in the dark loneliness he’d created.

to be continued…



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Mar. 29th, 2010 08:21 pm (UTC)
WOOT. Its Min7en yayyyyyyyy. This just made my day.
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:24 pm (UTC)
::::hugs:::: yes it is. snookies.
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:27 pm (UTC)
wow! a min7en story? spot
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:32 pm (UTC)
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Mar. 29th, 2010 08:32 pm (UTC)
omigod! NEW STORY! *super excited* And Min7en is ♥! You made me like that pairing. (o__o) lol
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:33 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥ heh... smooches. ah, min7en is LOVE to write. snookies.
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Mar. 29th, 2010 08:34 pm (UTC)
omg omg omg IM SOOOO LUV U!!! T___T

my min7en is BACKKKKKKK

*cries and spooooooooooooot*
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:50 pm (UTC)
::::hugs:::: :::makes room on couch:::: snookies.
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Mar. 29th, 2010 08:34 pm (UTC)
Waaaaaaaaa!!! A new fic?
*-* can't tell you how much I missed your Min7en hun!
Sounds promising (as always XD)*nods and offers cookies* fighto! post the new chapter soon! *-*
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:53 pm (UTC)
kiss kiss.... aw, so cute. :::squishes you::: thank you. smooches.

ah, we shall see how it goes. haato.
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:44 pm (UTC)
I added you as a friend awhile ago, because I LOVE your stories<3
MIN7EN!! whoooo. I cant begin to tell you how much I love the way you write these two characters together. I was wondering awhile ago when you were gonna write another story and Im so excited to see that you have. Im so sad that theyre broken at this point but Im really curious to find out how they got to this point and how they'll go bck to being the awesome *.* couple they once were^_^!
so essited for this fic hehehe<3
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:58 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥ kisses and thank you. ah, we shall both see where things go from here. i am hoping that i make some sense out of it. :::grins:::

but i adore writing min7en. i do. i hope they come back together in this.

smooches and thank you.
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:47 pm (UTC)
Mar. 29th, 2010 08:59 pm (UTC)
Mar. 29th, 2010 09:07 pm (UTC)
You're baaaaaaaaack!
And it's bout my favourite pairing toooooo!!!!

Will read when I get out of class.
Mar. 29th, 2010 09:25 pm (UTC)
smooches and yep... for a bit:::: hugs::::

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Mar. 29th, 2010 09:25 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ smooches and snookies. heh... me too!
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Mar. 29th, 2010 09:31 pm (UTC)
HUZZAH. Angsty Min7en, isn't it? :D

❤❤❤ I've missed you~
Mar. 29th, 2010 10:42 pm (UTC)
haato... and ah, yes. i've missed you too.

Mar. 29th, 2010 09:33 pm (UTC)
Unf...Can't wait for more but T____T Poor Minnie...*cries for him*
Mar. 29th, 2010 10:43 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ poor min. :::nods and snookies:::

ah, and se7en....
Mar. 29th, 2010 09:48 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry that I haven't commented before, but I really like your writing and I'm happy that a new fic is on it's way.
your writing inspired me to do my own, even though I'm really terrible at it still haha
but thanks for writing and gifting us these wonderful stories ^^
Mar. 29th, 2010 10:44 pm (UTC)
hello honey and hugs!

never say that your writing is terrible because no matter what, you ARE writing. that's what's important. enjoy it. please... and explore it. :::hugs:::

snookies and kisses and smooches. thank you! ♥
Mar. 29th, 2010 10:05 pm (UTC)
i thought this would be a one shot so I'm kinda GAHHH cos it's not but at the same time excited cos theres a new story.
Have I mentioned ily<3
Mar. 29th, 2010 10:45 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥ i love you too. :::squishes:::: heh... i was debating a one shot but then ah, i um... have to figure out where to take the story... so we shall see.

smooches! and snookies!
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Mar. 29th, 2010 10:48 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥ heh... well min does brood. BROOD! ::::grins::: heh... we'll see what they do, no? ♥

smooches you.
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Mar. 29th, 2010 10:28 pm (UTC)
oh my god!! min7en!!! i don't know if you remember me but i bought all your books and just recently finished reading them all!! and now, I'll be sure to comment on this fic cuz you made me fall in love with min7en.
can't wait for more ^_^
Mar. 29th, 2010 10:49 pm (UTC)
hello honey! ♥♥♥♥♥ i do remember you. ah, i think you told me you got the books. i hope you like them! ♥♥♥♥

smooches and snookies and hugs! :::squishes:::: ♥
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